errrrrrrrgh

This is going to be a lame post, but I wish that I had more friends. I have this problem where I get along better with guys, so most of my friends are men. Unfortunately, my best guy friend fell in love with a girl in his home state, and decided to stay there, erp. All of my other guy friends also have girlfriends now, so it’s not quite the same. And then boys who want to be more than friends ditch you once they find out you just want a friend.

I miss having female friends despite the drama that often accrued. I still have my sister/roommate. And my dearest Emily, but we don’t live close. :(

Somehow I lost all of my high school girl friends first semester of college. I guess we all changed, and I was a WAY different person then. I was also in love with my first boyfriend and devoted most of my time to that. (Thank goodness for break-ups and eye-opening experiences.) Oh, first relationship mistakes! :)

I need to make friends. I have so much to share, and I want to be a part of others’ lives.

I don’t know. Sometimes I just get this feeling that people don’t like me or something, ha. :\