thoughts of 1/8/11
It’s been a year since “the” break-up. When did that happen? It’s amazing how much I have changed in the past year. What a wonderful dark, dark year. Life is so weird.
On a darker note, I am freaking out about the future, like always, I guess. I just want to move away for awhile, for the summer. I want to spend the summer elsewhere—Seattle, Colorado, Minneapolis, Canada, France, Spain, Texas, wherever—with the company of another person. Errrr.
But that is dreamland, though it could be reality; however, life isn’t all that fair at times. I could make it happen, I could. I want it.
Hello, ambiguity.
